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Junkie

2013-06-11T04:48:47Z

Title: Junkie
Author: Narucch, aka moi-même
Fandom: DRAMAtical Murder
Characters: Seragaki Aoba, Mink
Disclaimer: it's not true, it will never happen, I do not represent the characters, I sadly don't own them, this is 100% free daydreaming
Genre: ...general?
Rating: Mature
Warns: yaoi, non-con, junkie!AU
Word count: 1.702
Notes: written for the second Badwrong Week (BDSM, violence, dub/non-con) organized by the Italian LJ community Mari di challenge. Also, inspired by what Mink said to Aoba when he kidnapped him – “You’re like a junkie.”
I have a small headcanon about the Mink’s man in love with Aoba’s voice. His name is Shintani and he wears a dirty cape when he’s in the city. Sorry ‘bout that. By the way, the drug that inspired me was ketamine.
Also, me not being a native speaker might lead to weird stuff being written. So if you spot errors, I'm willing to correct them ASAP :)

( Open me... )

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Saṃsāra

2013-06-05T02:36:05Z

Title: Saṃsāra
Author: Narucch, aka moi-même
Fandom: Neon Genesis Evangelion
Characters: Shinji Ikari, Kaworu Nsgisa
Disclaimer: it's not true, it will never happen, I do not represent the characters, I sadly don't own them, this is 100% free daydreaming
Genre: romantic, melancholic, introspective
Rating: Teen Up
Warns: yaoi, canonical death,
Word count: 3602
Notes: first Evangelion fanfiction, yay! It features the original dialogue lines from the manga, chapters 57 and 67, from ep. 24 or the anime and from the 3rd movie of the Rebuild. Written because of evil bishounen gay Jesus from space. Also, this Eva Wiki has been a great help :)
English is not my native language so please, if you spot grammatical horrors (ahah, pun!) or weird stuff let me know and I'll fix them ASAP :)
( Open me ;) )

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Ugly Girl

2012-06-29T22:19:14Z

I just took this test. I feel like an ugly person.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Stability	\|\|\|\|	11%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|	11%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|	22%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	100%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|	16%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	91%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Conflictseeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	100%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	33%
Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%

Wealth	\|\|\|\|	16%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|	27%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	75%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	88%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Peter pancomplex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	75%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	91%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	100%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Physicalfitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|	11%
Indie	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

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The adjectives associated with my personality were:
craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose.

Meh.

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Goldfinger – a stupid cross-over fic about a porn star and a boyband singer

2012-06-23T14:53:20Z

Title: Goldfinger – a stupid cross-over fic about a porn star and a boy-band singer
Author: reine_duvet, that means me
Fandom: RPF
Characters: One Direction's Niall and former gay porn star Brent Everett
Disclaimer: it's not true, it will never happen, I do not represent the characters, I sadly don't own them, this is 100% free daydreaming
Genre: idiot dialogs, retarded dreams
Rating: Pg15
Warns: slash
Word count: 493
Notes: written for a friend of mine, on the notes of 007's Goldfinger. It's my first English fic. I've grammar-checked it several times, still I'm sure it'll be full of horrors.

( That's not even romantic... )

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